Monday, December 20, 2010

我的心很奇怪,身体活再当下,但时常会想念某些人某些事.
在这冷冰冰的夜晚,我特别特别想念家人,尤其是妈妈.
今天与她通电,听她描述家里的一些琐事时,有听得出一些心事.
当时睡意正浓的我,没有与妈妈更多交谈,现在觉得很惭愧.
有很多种母女之间的爱与相处方式,而我希望自己到了这年纪,能够成为我妈妈信赖与倾诉的对象,而我妈妈正需要的就是这种.
记得一次我与她俩人出游,当天妈妈在车上与我聊了很多.
其中最令我记得的事,妈妈有点小投诉姐姐回国那么久,都没真正坐下来与她聊天过.
这很深刻,因为提醒我,妈她最需要的,是女儿细腻的关心与体谅,而是丈夫与儿子较难给到的.
很爱很爱她,但却未足够表现过.
所有好的道理与体会,总要被提醒着.
不然,时间会让人遗忘这些.
今晚真得很想念妈妈~




希望能与我的女朋友们分享这,
贝拉.

Friday, November 26, 2010

It was a very first ever Friday to have dating with SuetSuet and the low-profile-pretend-to-be.XD
 A nice chilling-out session started with the dinner at Sushi Zanmai, movie and yamcha.
There are alot of fashionable citizens everywhere and filled our eyes with colourful and branded fashion items, which is the favourite topic between me and the low profile one.
Too wasted to forget our mission of visiting LV branch today, to examine how far our courage can go. We went for the movie titled as " Bruce Lee,My Brother".
It is a nice movie that full of humourous and funny scenes, as I didn't expect anything since earlier.
The leading character is so handsome,too irresistible!
A thankful day=)

Thursday, November 25, 2010

life is about making choice.

课后一个人回家的路上,熟悉的风景让人不禁感叹四年就这么快要过去了。

当初的一个任性选择,带给我现在的一切,这一切曾经是烂透的一切,充满抱怨充满悔恨。

最重要的学生责任做得不好,足于为原以为光明的前程画下句号。

有霎那的一刻,假设了很多如果,如果当初我不是那么的天真那么的向往不知所谓的自由,我应

该不用花了那么多钱换取一个前途茫茫。

life is about making choice.

就是要一种精神叫做不认输,不要向糟糕的情况认输。

我感谢自己有朋友的辅助,这不懂是不是老天偷偷赐我灵感与智慧再加贵人,把当初烂透的一切转化成美好。

观念真得很重要。

一念天堂,一念地狱。

要努力,要不断寻求智慧,好让自己的选择不成为遗憾!

亲爱的你,都赞同吗?

Missy 00.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

每一刻每一秒都要不停地学习,就算是休闲的星期天,就算是无所事事的一天。
做过的事,说过的话,都要反省,思考到底自己对了吗。
最难听的话,总是出自于最亲的人。我常常做这种事。
三番思考后,给自己对的理由是,因为真得很在乎很着紧对方,才会被情绪牵动,说出别人最不像听到的难听事实,希望对方可以想得长远一些。

但是。。。。
有时候,人生实在太辛苦,何必要太过于清醒太过于计较呢?每个人都有无奈,无奈地忍受,无奈地选择,无奈地把问题视而不见。而拙拙相逼地要别人清醒,未免太残忍太不解人情了。在反省下自己,身边的人何尝不是对自己很体谅吗?因为别人重来不给我听难听的话,总是用更好的方式鼓励我。而我却没有这份宽容这份智慧。我真得很错,想法很极端,以为自己设身为他人想过了就能够对亲人说出别人都不敢讲出来的事实。

话语要被点缀,无论是对家人或情人或朋友,别人才听得进。我真的要努力学习这说话的艺术了,因为我不想变成连我自己都讨厌自己的人。与大家共勉之~

p/s:残酷的,不顺耳的事实,如果最亲的人不能说出口,那等到别人告诉自己时,会不会有点迟了呢?就算是家人也好,给予的是扶持与祝福,至于是要点醒对方,那就见仁见智了。

过去,我总认为,身边有家人有朋友,就算是没什么成功也很足够。但随着日子过去,我也慢慢明白,自己的人生还是要自己承担。到了某些阶段,大家都会有自己新的家庭,原来的家已变成不一样了。而原来以为的幸福已不再~~

所有东西都是一场空,真得没必要把自己的幸福看得那么大。

Saturday, November 13, 2010

3 idiots

Have been spending the Saturday for watching an Indian movie named "3 idiots"  twice. It is a movie worth to take my whole day time. I could say there are many inspiring, encouraging, touching and laughing scenes in this movie. It is believed that majority of student would think this movie has told the story of us, especially engineering student. Anyway, the thought of changing the perspective of a society and education system isn't  easy at all. I would still going on my way as others, and only hoping for luck to bring me better life. haha yeah thats me,a very low effectiveness and productiveness person has no way to hope for success. Isn't it? By the way, if u want to success one day, never do thing by just following others. having your own perspective and vision will make you a great thing in future.and of course effort will alwayts the useful partLet's cross the fingers and hope we always blessed by inspirations.


真,善,美 ,这种完美的女人哪里找?有的,照照镜子 ,反省自己,然后想想能够怎么做到。那你就是那个美丽的女人了。去吧,努力吧。我们虽然都是凡人,虽然改变一切骨子里还是当初的我们,但至少你没有站在原地踏着原来的步伐,改变了也不忘记骨子里的那个你就好。加油!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

亲爱的朋友,我最近过得很好,肥肥白白,好吃好住,努力读书,增加智慧。最值得感恩的事,身边都纷纷出现贵人。
但是,我也有想念 风风雨雨的过去,有我潇洒荒唐又疯狂的痕迹,还有扶持我爬起来的朋友们。也许更准确的事,我想念的是那些贵人们。生活回到正常轨道,然而我们各自都为自己生活忙碌努力。再一次证明,长大的代价就是与朋友们的相处时间越来越少。但是也随着变得更珍贵!

此时此刻的心境:以平静的心态活在当下 ,把热情燃烧的思念藏在心中。努力地赚取快乐的回忆,好让以后的路走得更稳更长。all the best,people=)


With lotsa 思念,
Missy00

Monday, October 18, 2010

New trimester has officially arrived.Oh come on, its all about stress and Im still dreaming the days in HK.two trimesters left to stay in MMU.Feel like myself has been missed out alot of precious chance to make good memories with friends in MMU.too bad that FYP is cruel enough to kill our sweet time in university and I really miss those sweet time especially in week1 of every trimester. missing my friends so much.I hope can hanging out with them, having high-tea time, lepak in Cyberia park and chit chatting nonstoply.However, as i said,I still have few trimesters to go in MMU.Must appreciate these days and make more good times with friends.Love life.


人生有共同进退的战友,真是种福气!!!!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

美梦成真,原来这么真实。
人生第一次搭飞机,第一次飞到地球另一个角落,千言万语尽在不言中,真是感恩真是幸福。
愿大家多坚持一点点,追求自己梦寐以求的东西。

back to reality,and Im ready for all coming challenges.Life goes on and time wouldn't stop by and wait me.Gambateh everyone.good luck is so much appreciated!!!!=)


with lotsa love and energy,
missy00

p/s: missing my uni frens badly!!!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

感谢实习的环境,让我获得机会,进一步了解世界地图。当然, 并不是记得所有的国家和位置,但是还得抱着一点儿的羞耻心承认,我是最近才分清七大洲.

七大洲有亚洲、非洲、南极洲、南美洲、北美洲、欧洲、大洋洲。四大洋则有 太平洋、大西洋、印度洋、北冰洋。
嗯,真是抱歉在此像小学生一样学习地理。孤陋寡闻这种事甭提了。再继续讨论认识地图为我带来的改变。
 分清七大洲让我有效地了解报章报道的各国政治,譬如北韩朝鲜与南韩的政治,中东一些国家的政治地位,巴基斯坦及印度还有很多国家落后地区的妇女凄惨命运。
对于这些根深已久的问题,我懂得几乎是1%而已,真的少得丢脸。但是,懂的目的是,不让自己当个思想很“窄”(又称narrow-minded)又活在井底的人。

最近在FB阅读了种种关于我国种族纷争的post,一如往常,当你努力当个立场中立的角色时,身为华族的我还是倾向自己的族群比较多一点点。当然,那些激动又刺耳的讽刺与意见,起了化学效果,激起内心的愤怒。与其同时,理智的声音浇熄了怒气,因为“理智”说:“或许是有心人在背后操作,故意挑起种族纷争,如果我也一味地跟随,岂不是被愚弄了?”。知道吗?“理智”永远都头头是道,但缺乏推动力。我还是觉得政府维护土著的利益也稍微过多了,也觉得“一个大马”口号有点刺耳。无可否认,执政的政府从来就不会得到100%的支持,贪污这种陋习到处都有,政治一定是黑暗用尽手段的,我们国家种种的政治问题,我都不予置评,毕竟我不是旁观者。旁观者就是指外国人啊=)
如果要谈论国家政治,我想应该会没完没了吧。所以我让大家省思:“有人说不要问国家能够给你什么,只问你能给国家带来什么。”哈哈,真是个让人语塞的一句话啊。慢着,我可不是要提倡什么“你的一票可以改变国家命运”,以及任何政治立场,只是简单地分享,希望大家可以悟出更有力更把握的智慧,改变改变。

结论:乱七八糟地从七大洲谈到国家问题,我真是个贪心爱八卦的人啊,什么都爱懂。

 
与你共眠之 :当局者迷,旁观者清.


Sunday, September 5, 2010

转眼间,九月来临了,实习的日子将要结束。时间啊,真有种!每分每秒都在证明自己越来越少,丝毫也怠慢地把时间带走。还有四个月,我们又将要迎接新的一年。所以啊,我们都要加把劲去完成今年定下的目标。
我的习惯就是,久久才update一次。随性地谈谈在过去那段日子,我生活里有了什么插曲。
internship的日子,我比较常阅读世事报道了。然后看了韩剧IRIS,就启发我对国际政治的兴趣。当自己开始留意新闻时,又更了解自己多么的井底之蛙。记得有那么一天,一位中东的同事与我聊起报章上关于阿富汗的一起爆炸时间,然后就提及了中东一些国家的政治问题。谈话期间,同事对我的一窍不通难以置信。当下可真尴尬极了。哎人啊,真是要善用老天赐我们的脑袋。
再谈一下最近常留意的微博,像是中文版的twitter.喜欢微博的原因是可以关注中港台明星们的日常生活及荧幕下的生活姿态.就如我们所想的,明星们的自拍照很美,生活也有水准,有时候一看就会看上几小时。沉迷!有一样东西是很值得提起的,明星们私底下都是好朋友,而且也想我们有一群好姐妹,好soulmate一样,他们也有!他们爱彼此,爱八卦,爱聚会。他们也有正义感,而是比我们普通人多。最重要的是,很多的他们都拥有很多的正面思想,不断地传达正面信息鼓励别人。唉,看起来,他们就是过着完美的生活嘛。结论是,我爱他们那份强大的正面力量。我想这就是相信世界是美好的人,才会有的那份。所以我也要努力当个快乐的人。

p/s:第一次用手机blogging,真爽!科技的发达,真的很惊叹!如果地球还有五十年,那我真想象不了到时的科技会是怎样的先进了啊!

Friday, July 30, 2010

爱情的新鲜感,永远都不够。当了爱情寄生虫那么久,不见得自己有资格拥有下一段美好的恋爱。人生啊, 可以简单,可以复杂。我想我就是笨的那位,永远为自己选择了后者。

唉,有时候觉得自己真可悲,人生空虚到要用各种物质来满足自己,凭什么学人家当个穷而高尚的人?

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

有的时候,当你把自己封闭在房间里,独自哭泣,独自伤心,而外面的世界依然灿烂地热闹着,是不是该把眼泪插干,把伤心的歌换上,把愁感抛在脑后,走出那个角落去找回开心。因为life is too short to sad of.[给充满负能量的你和我]
放工回家的路上,看着熟悉的一片树林,听着电台播放的no promises, 我的眼泪不知觉地流下。
这一次,一定是负面能量战胜了。是时候努力储存正面能量了。加油吧!

Friday, July 16, 2010

Quote of the day

Quote of the day : Live like there is no tomorrow.

We knew this quote since long ago.
We understand the meaning, the powerful modification behind this quote.
But Im gonna set it as my quote, to remind myself not to be defeated by negative power.

If there is no tomorrow, I would express my love to everyone I care and I love.
I would give a tight hug to Mr.B,because I have nothing else to give him.
I would use everything to make my parents and granny feel happy.
I would do alot of thing instead of staying home and sleep my weekends away.

A nice song to share here.

Live Like We're Dying from Kris Allen.




Lyrics:

Sometimes we fall down, can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's too late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done?

Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye?
Should be so careful who we let fall out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There'll be no one on the line

Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh - like we're dying [x2]

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

You never know a good thing 'til it's gone
You never see a crash 'til its head on
Why'd we think we're right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing 'til it's gone

Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh, like we're dying [x2]

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

一个快乐的旅程。

这一次的乐浪之旅,点燃我对旅行的热忱。也许是真的太久没旅行了,我真的真得很兴奋。虽然回到工作岗位已有一星期,但是我的心依然为整个旅程感到雀跃万分。乐浪岛有多美,海水有多清澈,天空有多蔚蓝,沙滩有多干净,一切都不必我多加陈述。不过真的很感恩,再次投向大自然的怀抱。


4 in the morning @ Kuala Terengganu Bus Station. Redang, we are coming. So freaking excited!!!


Me Me Me,so excited and happy at that time, from head to toes, from every inner cell to outer cell.


                                              everyone hates me posing this,lol.    
    
         
读书时期暗恋五年的对象,现在是我滴brother=)
哈哈,如果回到十年前的我,看到这张合照应该会兴奋到爆吧。嘻嘻。。。
Oh I miss old school times.


 
我们入住的豪华度假村,彩虹@乐浪。


 
 感谢photograher.很难得有个自然但挺可看的照片。原来在别人眼中我也有这样的一幕。=)


SNorkelling time!!!


 
Hot guys @.@


我与美丽又讨人欢心的云朵。

I think both of us look quite hot.hehe.


Every photographer is great because they always capture down the most natural and happy moment. This photo is great to be one of my memory.love it<3


a moment worth me to remember for whole life.=)


 
Like Like Like!!!误以为自己是美女,lol.


was trying to capture a photo like falling in love with the lens.kinda like it but hope no one would be terrified by this closed up shot.=)


not forget to have one Hercules-themed shot.XD

在爱情世界里,当我选择撕破你的真心,离开你去追逐我要的快乐的当儿,其实快乐的代价是痛苦。

喜欢拍摄自己的脚与天空,因为想要用这双渺小的脚踏遍地球表面。


super likey this natural one!!!


the background is so wonderful, jz like a fake one.



我的影子。沙滩。蓝天。freedom。

大合照.希望再有机会一起去过自力更生的日子。


on the way back@flying boat. 

人与人之间的缘分真奇妙。不是什么豪华的旅程,但是却把我的心填得满满的,快乐也飞得漫天都是。感谢我亲爱的朋友们,为我回忆录画上美丽的一页。

with loves,
Bella

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Hi Friends!!!

It's been a long time didnt blogging, AGAIN. one of my fren asked me to update the blog as she is so nice and patient to support this little space that belongs to me.=) However, "I'm so speechless recently,so i really dont have anything to update here." was the reason i have given to her.

Hereby, im gonna talk to myself and find out why am I so speechless!!! First of all, failures are the biggest obstacle that blocking my mind from thinking and saying nice thing, or even voicing out my mind properly. Yeah, the failures are all over my head. I don't feel neither sad nor dissapointed on myself. What a pathetic loser. I just felt like saying too much or comforting myself is just way too much to push me deeper into failure but nvr improving and getting rid of bad habits. One thing is true, which is:I deserved all of these.

and Yeah, the paragraph above is just explaining why do I feel so speechless.

EMO post is so hatred by people , I know it. and bear with it, i hope to flourish you with some photo of me and make ur reading worthy.XD, I aint hot, I aint special, but i know you didnt seen me for quite sometimes ady.

Internship realized me that I could make money by my own. I really feel great after a long time didnt earn money using my effort. Some said internship is good, somesaid internship is meaningless. As for me, internship is awfully great because I made new friends here. and one more reason, my manager is super duper handsome, knowlegable. The luckiest thing is , I have been blessed to meet a manager who has great patience and passion to guide us. Seriously, he is awesome. All great thing of Mr. Shahbaz has been trade off with my copy-and-paste-and-nth-to-learn jobscope. BTW, one little benefit I have grabbed from life as a trainee is I've got the chance and environment to speak in english.However, don;t ever expect myself to speak fluently after 3 months. This is because Im speaking broken english here.The saddest thing is Im facing listening problem. Colleagues need to repeat 3 times in order to let me  get it into my ear. How on earth my talent on linguistic can be such poor. so U would be  able to imagine how much fun i have made in office with listening poorness.
Sharing some photos i have taken secretly, because I am not sure whether it is allowed.

The view from my manager's room. dont be cheated by the screens. It is not cool at all when the operations in GRC still yet to be started. BTW, i get the benefits of gaining my geographical knowlegge from the MAP.


The place where i stay up to 8 hours every weekday and where I learn good skills of copy paste.XD. 2 big monitors are my favourite. Screen 1 is serious matter, screen 2 is all about entertainment and leisure space such as fb and youtube. soon to enter LYN, blogs and etc.*evil smile*



Me and GRC colleagues. The main thing is to introduce my awesome manager which standing at the most left side. He is so-cup-of-my-tea but he is married.hiak hiak hiak. and the good friend I have made is the indian lady with purple polo-T. but she left to Dell on coming Monday.


DANG DANG DANG!!here's my face is attached to end this lengthy post.


                   3rd of July (Saturday) in Sunway. Bought the hairband from Bonita just because I thought i can be stylish with this on. We'll see!!! and noticed the second pic, It's a huge bear as me right behind my big body. The bear is made from artificial leaves.

with love and passion,
Isabelle.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

来不及-罗忆诗



A very nice song that i keep playing it in office recently.
Ignoring the lyrics, the rythms reminds me that I actually love the feeling of fall in love.

恶魔的留言

当正面能量用尽时,剩下的是不快乐,不知足,疑惑,埋怨与泪水。对不起,此时此刻的自己真得很脆弱,赤裸裸地被恶魔占据了一切。
对不起,这一次,我控制不了负面情绪的冲击,彻彻底底输给了恶魔。
更多更多的对不起,因为有着那么一刻,我觉得自己活着是多余。
或许不出奇,下一刻,我会披着得比阳光还要灿烂 的笑容。我就是那么的不坚定。我不喜欢这样的我。
我以为,只要带着最乐观的态度活着,快乐就属于你。
可是原来,我善变程度很惊人。
原谅这样的我。我真得很努力当个快乐的人。

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

22nd birthday

Just turned 22's few minutes ago. Happy birthday to myself. So here is a great chance to tick my wishlist and grab all gifts  home. Well, this year i wanted to be more greedy. Because human inheres geediness, aren't we? haha.

WISHLIST in 2010:
1. health
2. happiness
3. heart with thankful
4. career
5. friendship
6. relationship full of romance

for everyone I care.

Thank you for everyone wishing me.

with love,
ISABELLE

Thursday, April 29, 2010

有一些丑陋的东西,我们最好别去触碰,去挑战。除非你有着那么顽强的意志力,那么坚定的信念。要不,你我都应付不了丑陋的魔力。回首,我是多么地爱去挑战恶魔,结果苦了自己苦了身边的人。当然,短短的一年时间,还不至于把自己彻底改变,但是我会谨惕自己:永远不去撕开那丑陋的一面。我喜欢,让自己的世界充满感动与喜悦的眼泪。

不安与质疑 ,远离我吧!!!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010



早上六时半,正赶着lab report,突然被一首歌曲弄得我起鸡皮疙瘩,泪水流了出来。哎,真不是时候让我去感性去稀里哗啦哭不停。可是。。。回忆与不舍的思绪占领了我的脑我的呼吸。最后还是被打败了。请告诉我,该怎么潇洒面对离别呢!T.T

接受自己

没有负面情绪,没有利益牵涉, 没有虚荣的心,没有贪婪的心,上帝创造的都是善良的一颗心灵。但是,天下没有完美的人,事,物。所以,请接受自己的不完美。

那好吧。我接受自己,
obese的体重,
几乎flat的鼻子,
内双的眼皮,
比十五月亮还大的下盘,
让人抬不起头的大手臂,
不肥厚好命的手掌脚板,
wait, wait, wait,怎么说来说去都还是外表的缺点呢??

OUKEY. 至于性格上的缺点嘛,每个令人憎恨的缺点,我也略有。比如:妒嫉, 八卦,小气, 懒散,骄傲,没脑经, EMO, 想太多, 迟钝,自以为是,固执, 牛脾气等等,全部算我一份。

但是但是,我很爱我家人与朋友,所以我原谅与接受我的不好,学会控制坏性格。
还有,我真的很buy妈妈生给我的外壳,全球独一无二.=)

所以,我们接受世界上独一无二的我们吧。去学习控制坏的你,发挥你与生俱来的essence。你一定有个无人能比的风骚。加油加油.


对不起,我真不是扮鬼脸也好看的美女啦.哈哈哈.
希望左边小妹妹可爱又纯真的笑容,让你会心一笑. 

吃不到葡萄,说葡萄酸

“吃不到葡萄,说葡萄酸“,简单的寓言但却解说了人生里头的三个角色。有葡萄本身,吃到葡萄的人与吃不到葡萄的人。

当葡萄的那类人,最幸福。因为葡萄本身不需要别的葡萄的满足,自个儿也能生存。

当个第二类人, 别沾沾自喜吧。葡萄本身才不希罕呢!又或许,你口里的葡萄比不上隔壁那棵葡萄树,要知足啊。你身边有很多吃不到葡萄呢。

第三类的可怜人啊,要嘛,就想办法去摘葡萄,不然呢,就高贵地活着。总之呢,得不到又要说葡萄酸真的太可怜了。我们都不要当这种第三类人好吗?

很多时候,我都是第三类人,吃不到说葡萄酸。但是,时间让我成长,我决心不当可怜虫,当个吃葡萄的人也不错嘛,因为葡萄真的很甜,我们没理由拒绝美好的东西。

如果生活不如意, 发泄情绪后,就要去寻找出路咯。每个人都享有快乐的特权。

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

emo=恶魔

早上七时正。
如果无端端的不开心是emo,那我应该是emo 了。其实不喜欢emo这字眼,感觉是很不受大家欢迎。但是我就还是当了自己讨厌的那个人。
看了姐以前流浪在外的快乐生活,读了一些朋友的部落格,我失落了。因为我心痛,在乎的人不快乐。我觉得很惭愧。。。。

算了吧。这只是一个光说不做,爱为自己找理由的人,写的一个emo post.

其实我心中的恶魔与天使每天都在打架。所以我很复杂,但是又爱安慰自己其实也很简单。

哎哟,还真是算了吧。烦死人地我!
该是时候去弄个早餐了。呼吸早晨的空气,是我保养皮肤的秘诀。

伤心走开了,是时候开始这个美好的一天。

感谢你耐心读完。请心中亘我一起OS:妈的,这人真够白痴。最好便秘一百天。=D

就是有我这种白痴行为,我还觉得自己很年轻。

ohayoo gozaimasu.....我要弄个美头发去上课咯,因为今天有我喜欢的lecturer。希望他教的chapter永远不会完。

Monday, April 12, 2010

祝福 - 張學友 & 梅艷芳



小时候很爱哼的一首歌。

Saturday, April 10, 2010

"一個人可以生得不漂亮,但是一定要活得漂亮。無論什麼時候,淵博的知識、良好的修養、文明的舉止、 優雅的談吐、博大的胸懷,以及一顆充滿愛的心靈,一定可以讓一個人活得足夠漂亮,哪怕你本身長得並不漂亮。』

活得漂亮,就是活出一種精神、一種品位、一份至真至性的精彩。一個人只要不自棄,相信沒有誰可以阻礙你進步。"



摘自Annie 蔣慧瑜 的 心灵Bistro

《天水围的夜与雾》




"在当今的香港电影导演中,能够如此放下身段关注香港底层平民生活现状的,恐怕也只剩下许鞍华一人了。相比起昔日的陈果对香港穷街陋巷的残酷肢解,许鞍华以女性视角对俗世生活细节的审视和再现更显见微知著,《天水围的日与夜》就是个中典范。
与《日与夜》的平和素雅以及一叶知秋的惆怅不同,的口味重了很多。因家庭暴力引发的灭门惨案曾经是香港奇案电影和三级片所热衷的题材,许鞍华在本片中以沉稳写实、去除矫饰的风格再现了这一于2004年轰动全港的天水围真实命案,在影像和配乐上都趋于含蓄内敛,避免观众过多地将情绪代入情节和人物之中,许鞍华没有把《夜与雾》一部满足猎奇心理和提供感官刺激的电影。冷漠的叙事背后,我突然感受到了许鞍华心底里对香港这个物欲都市的厌弃,这不仅仅是因为片中所涉及到的有关部门低效率的官僚主义和推诿塞责,更重要的是许鞍华对香港人身上固有的劣根性的深恶痛绝。

任达华扮演的施虐者李森,人物身上的偏狭和暴戾可以说是自身性格缺陷赋予的,而李森与前妻的儿子在接受警方询问时透露了一个重要信息,李森的前妻很凶,他原本是怕老婆的。一个谦和懦弱的丈夫到婚内凶徒的转变过程,其背后所揭示和谴责的是香港人身上那种建立在物质占有和挥霍之上的虚妄的优越感,,从而让这一人物有了更加深刻的社会意义。而占影片很大篇幅的李森随妻子小玲回四川乡下老家的戏份也成为《夜与雾》中最核心的部分,它提供了李森此后暴虐行为的真实动机和依据。面对小玲的寒酸家境和小玲父母的低三下四,李森获得了一种救世主和上等人的心理满足,这是在香港是无法获得的感受,就像在香港没有人会把他这个装修工头称为“工程师”一样。李森人格的异化也正是在这种心理的膨胀下完成的,进而觊觎小玲的二妹他也觉得理所应当了。许鞍华用这样的生活细节为这段以傲慢与偏见凌驾于理智与情感之上的婚姻做着注解,面对一条本来应该被清蒸但却被红烧了的鱼,李森愤愤地说到:“乡下妹就是乡下妹,都不知道清蒸海上鲜。”悲剧从一开始就注定了。
面对警察的询问,李森的儿子提到小玲时脱口而出的“川椒鸡,不消提”暗示了香港原住民对大陆移民一贯的歧视和隔膜,我想即使是在对内地市场和游客购买力越来越依赖的今天,香港人仍然固守着这种建立在物质富有之上的优越感。
扮演悲剧人物小玲的是张静初,她身上的柔弱纯良很贴近这个人物。四川老家门前的那条山路在影片中几次出现,十几岁的小玲就是从那条路走出山村的,但她所寄生的那个花花世界,小玲一直到死都没看懂。她临死时眼中所浮现出的,是家乡遮蔽阳光的茂密竹林,还有院子里那条被棒杀的狗,只是挥棒的人不再是父亲,而是变成了李森,而沾满鲜血的棒下所挣扎着的生命,也正是她和女儿守护期盼的未来。父亲之于狗,李森之于小玲,是同等的对应关系,褴褛或光鲜的外表之下,是同样丑陋的人性,而虚妄的优越感,正成了这种卑微人格的作恶驱动。(文/麻绳)"
做assignment的当儿,抽空看了一套香港电影,叫做<水围的夜与雾>.感谢这部电影导演的用心, 电影里的配乐都使趋于平静收敛, 免得我这一类见识淡薄,人身历练尚浅, 情商指数又偏低的观众, 情绪被重大影响.好的, 这部电影值得看, 因为真人真事的题材让我更进一步地看见社会底层的无奈与挣扎.想想自己, 如果在生活中遇见类似的受害者是自己的邻居或过路人, 会不会给予帮助,还是秉着"众事莫理"的态度.再一次地觉得,社工真的很伟大.有些词穷, 有些爱睡, 所以给不了有水准的评论. last but not least, 在这个女性自主权也越来越强大的当今社会里, 未来世界会不会也出现"家暴男性庇护中心"???

Monday, April 5, 2010

=) =) =) =) =)

give myself 5 smiles today, because i am happy.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Busy life is GOOD

Busy life is GOOD.
It makes me dare not to think too much upon things would never happened, and complete the tasks and let the time pass through. However, time didnt pass through me quietly because i have grabbed it gracefully and make every moment alive.Thanks god for giving me inspirations and wisdom through the things and people around me.

Quote of the day : Speak out and work out your inherently awesome mind!Make everyday as your days.

Monday, March 8, 2010

have u seen them before?

Berry CUTE!

AGUA look-alike

喜欢你的一天

自信的布莱恩与noob的我.

假假恩爱罢了.

凶凶的我很美.

布哥也需要瞳孔放大隐形眼镜.

谢谢大方的布莱恩送我bearbear.<3


更谢谢你的偷拍.haha.因为我没看过自己的背影.=)


Dear Bryan,
只是很喜欢你一天而已哦.不要太贪心.
谢谢你, 愿意当个外星黑斑蚊来爱我.
不过,别以为我不懂你的最终目的,是要我当黄脸婆嘛,取代家里的Glory.
Regards,
你强大如虎的女友