人能感动就是幸福

[感动是一种发自内心世界的感觉，是一份不由自主的意识，是一个震憾心灵的泉源。


感动是平常人幸福的眼泪，是与人为善的宽容，是风雨中的搀扶，是相濡以沫的同甘共苦。


没有感动的世界一片荒芜，像沙漠没有花草的祝福，没有感动的天空一片阴霾，单调得没有一丝色彩。


没有感动的海洋，海浪失去了动力没了澎湃，没有感动的大地一片死寂，春夏秋冬没有果实。]


　　

朋友说我每次的post 很emo. 与其说我emo,不如说我感性。
对，我是个感性的人。容易被感动，容易被愁绪涌上心，更容易掉下“男儿泪”，这就是我。
此刻，我想要抛开考试的压力，让一切感动渲染我的心。
一首首简单但动人的旋律，特别在深夜里，成为了感动的养分。
今天部落格多了一个朋友第一次的留言，真得很令我开心。
我不是要求简单，而是这第一次真得让我很珍惜很感动。

当觉得感动时，你会怎么办？我呢，最想流眼泪。

还是，你有更好的表达方式？
感动的瞬间，让人觉得很满足很幸运，拥有世上最美好的，像是一切到此就很足够。

但很多时候，生活中的一幕一幕让人麻木不仁，把一切都变得理所当然，眼里的所有付出和所得都理所当然。
我们不再感动。
生活里少了感动的事情.

我们少了发现感动的眼睛和心灵。

我们也许离理想的幸福很遥远，但我们绝对有能力握住这一刻，感动地呼吸，感动地活着。

p/s：虽然我写得很lame,希望大家能明白我的心意啦。

匆匆地走过岁月，来不及捉住的美好，我已要走向繁忙的明天。

过去的一切感觉，就在今晚，涌上了心头。

相片，一张张地激起了回忆。快乐的，伤心的，清清楚楚地在脑中闪过。

我的心，任意地迷失在时空里，看着自己的过去。

人是善忘的，日子的增长，环境的变迁，有谁，还是当初的自己？

生命的旅途，很伟大很抽象，也少不了遗憾。

在今晚，回忆让我觉得，我的心像是失去了很多，不知是什么东西的东西。

我想念你，一个我不知道是谁的你，真的真得很想你。。。

I am nothing but an irresponsible gf and student.

Another weekend has come,and i still remembered how much fun i had during last Saturday.
Due to the midterm test of ANTENNA subject,this Saturday i ended up with staying at Cyberjaya and make revision.As a responsible student, i should had made preparation since earlier but everyone knows PPS is a super huge temptation.Nobody could manage to defeat it,either do I. Okey, i understand myself so well. Even there is no such thing like PPS ,i would still wasting my time and doing something meaningless ,just to avoid the truth of making revision.This is a very huge bad habit that i "nurtured" since first year entering university.How bad and dissapointed my parents would feel if they make to know their beloved good daughter is studying loosely in this way.Now,i am already a fourth year student in uni.And everything should become has made in their own way already.I believe that people like me couldn't change the attitude anymore,unless the day of karma come.and that will be the time i pay for the lazyness i have been in these few years. In the way im being a bad student in pursuing knowledge, i always know the limit and make out a way just to achieve a better result in order to graduate smoothly.

Here we go to mention about relationship,YES,is my relationship.and maybe,none of you would be interested. but please ,bear with me again,with the negative post.
You and I,we all know that falling in love is awesome,falling in love is sweet,falling in love is everything about wonderful.
and you and I,we all know that when time passes, the passion of love would be fading, because time brought away the feeling,the everything of our first-times.and the truth of reality always comes first in consideration,compare with love. Loving someone is great,but when we are growing up, its so cruel to know that having a good relationship is for someone who are in good financial status. Alot of us may not trust it,and think what i said abt " financial status is relatedly manipulates a relationship" is totally a bullshit. Even myself,i hope what i said is bull shit. but we will see it in future,and me,will see it soon.
I really really feel bad that, i am not the sweet girl like u seen me at first time,anymore.yeah i do agree it. Im like a motherly gf all the time. Im not romantic at all.i am always being worry of everything like a mother and even a granny do.u know wat,its kinda sarcastic when ur bf nvr complain about your bad habit and attitude ,while you yourself know how poor u perform as a gf.not only that,u still want to be stubborn and keep going with your relationship-destroying habits. and told yourself that because you fell out of love, you lost the passion of love,you lost the patient towards him/her.
I realized that, the problems actually popped out almost one year ago,and i just remembered at that time,we always argued started from end of last year,and luckily in the end,we made up together.
However, it is so bad to find out that, problems between us has never been solved,because it is all my fault.I lied to myself,i thought the problem has gone away if i tell myself it will be gone. It is just the matter of time. I told him time can helps me to think over it,but wat i did is living life like nothing happen.
One year has gone and i wasted it. It's time to puzzle up everything and make it right. Because, i hope to see a good relationship between you and me,in next year.Sorry for making everything too late.Don't worry,everything is still the same.It is just something from inside Please forgive me of being such a FAIL gf.
I know im fat,ugly,oily,disgusting,rude and selfish, all about a depreaciation property. I know i never contribute and create happiness in our relationship, and replace it with anger, argue, complaints,sarcasm ,since long ago.
Figuring out to appreciate and find out the FEELING is my main task.i know you always with me.

p/s: gotta gear up myself in everything.otherwise,i will be the most useless rubbish on the earth.

nite,people!

告别已久的部落格，你好吗？有许久没写blog，就有多就没聆听心中的声音了。

最近的我，过得很好。有很好的一群朋友陪我上课，吃午餐，说说笑，烦恼功课与运动。

我还变勇敢了哦，一个人去游泳。昨天遇上了那讨人厌又吓人的黑人猛叫着我，我当然就不理会他啦。幸亏这一次他没跟着我上电梯。

这学期的日子真写意，告别了上学期的累人时间表，美好的短学期又要来到了尾声。

先别谈这个，因为还有更接近的喜庆就到了。Christmas & New Year Eve. Time to party!!!

但是，

没有热闹的party,
没有美丽的装扮，

没有冰冷的下雪天，

没有一群人的聚会，

没有美味的食物，

那还是个celebration吗？

无论如何，我还是很渴望有人约我去party.嘻嘻。

人生的美好是这些吗？

美丽的外表，

姣好的身材，

优秀的人格，

出众的资格，

没有了这些，人生还美好吗？

我也很想拥有这一切。

可是光说没用，我就看不起自己光说不做，光羡慕不实行。还要在这里发泄，根本就荒谬！！！

最近的我，减肥计划根本一败涂地。看着自己体重持续地加重，我的自信心一次又一次被打击。

最可恨的事，我还继续爱吃东西。

因为我真得很不忿，我只是吃自己觉得饱的分量，为什么还要继续肥。

别人吃多吃少关我舍事，干吗要我正常？

艺术是没有境界的，我只是以艺术的角度来进食而已。

这世界能不能没有“肥”与“瘦”的分别啊？？？

我希望自己有厌食症，再爆瘦50 kg也没关系。

我希望自己有过人的志气，被人取笑就努力减去肥肉。

我最希望有个仙女棒，把我一点就变成50kg.

让我仔细想想，自己忍受了多年的肥样是怎样的。

肥厚的手臂，害我不能穿无袖的衣服，游泳衣，很多很多的流行衣物。

犹如spare tyre的肚腩，更是害我呼吸困难，还得穿大肚衣出街。

比八月十五还大十倍的臀部，令我一辈子都穿不上skinny jeans，把牛仔裤穿得自信。

想一想，自己也跟“肥胖”签了21年的合约。苦了自己，苦了家人，也苦了看我自卑听我诉苦的朋友。上天，请剪掉我的食欲，启动我的运动穴。因为我要和"FAT"解约了。我再也受不了自卑的谴责。取笑我的人，请继续，你们的打击是在不够火候。如果有天你看到我正在吃东西的时候，你尽管看小我吧。因为本人又在放纵了。

我真得很肤浅，因为总认为如果自己瘦，我的人生会更好。

说了一大堆针对自己肥的话，是我第一次向自己正视问题，正视自己的弱点。

接着本人会大报更多惊爆的话题，揭穿自己心里的弱点，务必要自己面对。

诚实面对自己，今天你做到了吗？

p/s：人生很美好，如果你拥有了最好的思想。但是我没有，所以要减肥。^^

我想念那段美好的日子，瘦瘦的！

加油，依莎贝拉。

Run The Show-Kat DeLuna ft Busta RHymes

Rainy days and pressure of study never ever vanish the our passion on night outing. Dedicated this song to all night cats^^

My Neighbour Totoro by Miyazaki 《龙猫-宫崎骏〉

4am at the midnight,i just finished watching a movie <>. It is a simple story line movie,but still,i rewatch it after few years i had watch.How wonderful of my life if i could live in a world with guardian of forest totoro.The movie contains some of the nice scenery where located in small village.and its elements are simply cute,simple and rustic . Today,i had myself a good movie which makes everything good.

Chi-chi cha,boom-boom cha...

How great were they to bring a totoro cat car to reality!

Totoro is so cute while holding the umbrella.

p/s: To anyone who interested with Miyazaki's collection,can ask from me^^XOXO,night people!!

Lala徐佳瑩-失落沙洲

想象，最爱的人永恒地离开。。。

一个人独自地看海，迂回地徘徊在原地。。。

这样的一天，你我会遇上吗？

First Friday of new trimester, it doesnt mean that i can relax like others.
First of all,i woke up early in the morning to go for one hour lecture,and went home preparing my CCNA exam after class.It's been a long time in previous trimester ,with my thursday and friday were not occupied with any lecture session.I still not get used with the schedule.Anyway, the new schedule brings a new life,where our life is varying with every new trimester has come.So,i should feel thankful that im still a student,whose life is still can pattern pattern.
Here's a bad news for myself today.I failed my CCNA final exam.Scored 52% where the pass rate require marks higher than 70%.How great that Mr.Khor give us another chance to resit the paper.I promise to myself,i would want myself to pass it and gain more knowledge in second time studying it.I also want to prove that people who keep talking in class,can also pass the exam with flying colours,like my nv ren do!
It's 2am in the midnight,congrates to myself that i feel tired ady.It's still early for me,in the previous trimester,especially tomorrow is Saturday.

Good Night,peeps.XOXO.

p/s:recently addicted to GOssip GIrl.i wish im living in the Uppereast SIde in Manhantan.but i can only eat Manhanttan FIsh instead of doing nothing,to make myself closer to this childishly dream.wakaka.feeling sleepy makes me talk nonsence.owh,not forget to thanks axiong and my nv ren for treating me a nice n delicious dinner.

上完两小时的课后,就与卡通与雪儿去oldtown hightea.常去的地方,普通的食物,平淡的日子,可是却觉得,上课的时光很快乐.卡通与雪儿都是很好谈的对象.跟她们相处也很舒服.希望我也像她们一样是那么平易近人.
今天,我应该是没白过了...

p/s:脑袋一片空白,想不到写些什么.好吧.等我恢复状态再update.8181.

If my body is always willing to coperate with my mind,i would want myself to do exercise 24 hours non-stop.Swimming,jogging,yoga,aerobics comes together.It would be real good if there is a fitness centre in Cyberjaya.and im 100% willing to pay my pocket money for a personal trainer to say goodbye to my flabby,sagging and plumpish body.^^

Genting Casino,here i go in 12 hours later^^Im so happy and excited.Many reason explains it but the most important is first time entering casino legally.Hereby,wishing my girl Simps do well in her last paper and soon she will MERDEKA.
For making the Genting trip successfully,there are a lot of person count on it.Especially dear B,purposely went home and exchange his dad TURBO car,which can fetch us and reach genting within half an hour,wakaka.and thanks to Jimmy Yeoh(not jimmy choo=p) for donating his accumulated point and get us another room.thanks siao bear of course.thanks to everyone who is going.Last but not least,my Safari partner,Ms. Simps.wanna wish all of us one mandarin lucky word: HUAT AR!!!
not forgetting to charge my digital camera,little TT,gonna have ourselves a good photoshoot that capture all fun moments.stay tuned,people^^
and I just want to say ,life is wonderful at the moment.wishing myself living a wonderful life every single moment,with positive attitude and thinking.

海边的留言

Delta 第一个学期来到了尾声，此时心情更平静了。熬过了最难的maths 5，最令自己不可思议的mini project ，与senior祝我好运的digital communication, 我庆幸自己没被打败，备战的状况随时候命，迎接未来更多的挑战。
习惯待在comfort zone，而不去尝试新事物见识新学问，是我的弱点。在这个学期，很欣慰地，我终于有幸地踏出一步，尝试了一些新事物，让我见到了大学生活另一面的新天地。一切或许有点迟，但我们始终走出了。。。这或许是败者安慰自己，说的一番被美丽字眼包装着的话语。但请原谅，我就是那么的腐败。但我会用腐败的精神，努力攀爬自己的一片山。亲爱的，如果成绩没有满分，请别忘记“天生我才必有用”，还有我与三木的“十把刀故事”。
感谢身边爱我的人，让我在这学期，感受到了充满意义的人生，让我知道，我是活着的。偷偷地感谢雪雪，因为每次听着她博客里的音乐，给了我写东西的灵感。这音乐给我的感觉很舒服很感动，就像雪雪散发出的气质一样。

nothing gonna change my love for you

Thanks so much to McB for sharing me such nice song.While the song is playing all the way, my heart has just been melted by the rhythm of love that being expressed in the lyrics itself.There is always something out there which is more powerful expressing your love, instead of saying I LOVE YOU.I believe romantism is one of the significant element that we should emphasize in loving a person.SO im in a way of learning to be a romantist now.McB is already a great lover whom i learn alot from him.THanks for being a lover awesomely.

Dedicated this song to people who's in love and loving others.

XOXO.

good night peeps.^^

Bought the lashie from pei2 in LYN, SImps did'nt make any delay to pass it to me when she received the parcel yesterday.She always understand my passion towards make up and beauty care. Say thanks to her for introducing me LYN and alot of price-reasonably and quality-superior beauty care product.After received the lashie,i was not hesitating to have a try on both type of lashie.Snapped few photo using my new love, TT.Recently my weight has gained alot,and luckily i still qualified to do camwhoring.=pCAmwhoring is young,thats my slogan.and i hope that i can be more photogenic while im getting elder.haha.

抛开lecture notes，溜进了facebook，突然看见一位久违的小学朋友V，令我想起了一件趣事。
这位朋友呢，其实没很熟，V是我同龄堂妹的同班同学兼好友。
就在大家小学四年级时，一天V告诉堂妹雯说，其实她家里住了几位来自天上的神，他们都叫做天爷爷。天爷爷已经与她一家住在同一屋檐下好久了。天爷爷与V一家的感情很好，应该是有求必应吧。
放学后，雯就把这天大的消息与我分享。当时纯真的我们，还真地相信了V。好奇的我，就马上打了通电话给V，把一切问得一清二楚。我记得当时的我问了许许多多的问题，V 的回答还令我信以为真。细节上的东西，我已忘记了。影响最深的是，我要求V 让我们见见天爷爷。还叫V告诉天爷爷我和雯的心愿，要天爷爷也保佑我们.
日子过去了,我和雯也把事情淡忘.但是,我好像记得在我六年级时,又追问过V天爷爷们的事情.V 告诉我说,天爷爷已经回到天上去了.
九年后的今天,我想起了这童年的回忆,笑自己天真又傻.不过,我真得很想去问V,澄清这儿时的事情.如果V当年真的撒谎了,我只会佩服她小小年纪,想象力那么的丰富,还有那么好的演讲故事天分.
故事来到了终点,才发现,原来我也有那么纯真的一面.我为自己与雯的可爱鼓掌.想念小时候,想念我小时候的玩伴雯雯.如今,我们都在走着不同的人生大道.但很感谢婶婶与妈妈在同一年怀了我们,让我上幼稚园不用哭着吵回家.还有很多令人回味无穷的回忆.

亲爱的雯雯与我

我的儿时玩伴,雯雯&hong

*Sharing*

A holy man was having a conversation with God one day and said, ' God, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like.'
God led the holy man to two doors... He opened one of the doors and the holy man looked in.In the middle of the room was a large round table.
In the middle of the table was a large pot of stew, which smelled delicious and made the holy man's mouth water.
The people sitting around the table were thin and sickly. They appeared to be famished.
They were holding spoons with very long handles, that were strapped to their arms and each found it possible to reach into the pot of stew and take a spoonful.
But because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not get the spoons back into their mouths.
The holy man shuddered at the sight of their misery and suffering. God said, 'You have seen Hell.'
They went to the next room and opened the door. It was exactly the same as the first one..
There was the large round table with the large pot of stew which made the holy man's mouth water.
The people were equipped with the same long-handled spoons, but here the people were well nourished and plump, laughing and talking.
The holy man said, 'I don't understand..
' It is simple,' said God . 'It requires but one skill. You see they have learned to feed each other, while the greedy think only of themselves.'

45 lessons of life taught

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick.Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.!!!
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie.Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow..
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life.. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
42. The best is yet to come...
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio

Dearie Makkok Big day

Say Happy 21st Birthday to my besties Makkok a.k.a Xiu Mai.She says her life always full of regret,and i wanna take this opportunity to wish her dreams always come true and live life without regret when 21st has came.

For celebrating her birthday at the same time, we grabbed a chance to make a gathering. Enjoyable and joyful moment couldn't make a perfect ending with the absence of Bok,Timothy and Game.However, i feel so thankful that God gifted me alot of besties in my life and,moments that full of joy and happiness.
The first activity of the celebration was a night alcholic outing at Quattro. It was Ladies Night and that was really good to know that lady is offered with free entrance.Everyone have fun ^^
Second activity was fall on SUNWAY LAGOON.Sacrified my skin tone and luckily i didnt turn into a darkish in the end.Owing Kent and Jiat thousand of sorry for changing the plan in the end.It was all because we thought Lagoon is on closure today,but in the end we have cheked out that it was an misunderstanding,so the guys ended up hanging out in Pyramid aimlessly due to attire preparation was not suitable.and 4 of us went Lagoon by our own.SORRY SORRY SORRY to guys!
Everything ended up completely and its time for me back to reality.Final Exam,here i come.
Before ending the post,here's go some pic

Autumm in Quattro

Season of Winter

Adventure in Lagoon

Birthday Dessert

The Forth day

Going to meet up with my friends soon.Im on mode of complicated.Supposed to be happy and excited since its going to be a great gathering of all of us.On the other way,I didn't prepare well as what i have planned.Due to Black Eye Peas concert in Sunway Beach,our plan to Lagoon has to be cancelled.What a dissapointment.Planning to go after Final.anyone wanna join??^^
Knowledge couldn't able go in my mind,my brain and my memory chip when time hasn't come to its ultimate end. Ignore my demotivation,everyone please study hard ya.
A wishlist comes to my mind,there are:
1. memory chip .saving all knowledge,insert to the brain.and 4 flat for sure^^
2. diet machine.after comes out from the machine,my weight reduced to 50kg instantly.^^
3. car that using water to run the machine.haha....
will update my wishlist when i day dreaming again.



dedicated this song to simps.wishing her everything the best^^

Third Day of Study Week

The song title had been found out finally, Its "be on you- NeYo ft. Florida".Its too bad this song don't have MV.Among all NeYo's song, i still prefer "because of you",simps also likes it.^^

Today still hasn't have any progression on study.Going to study ETM3136 chapter 6,the first chapter im going to explore among all subjects.=.=".Hope that i can finish it by today.

TVB newly released drama series <<蔡锷与小凤仙>> attracted my attention.It would be another drama like "heroes" that making me forget final exam is around the corner.^^Waiting PPS to upload it.

This story is real happened long time ago.check tis out if u r interested

http://zhidao.baidu.com/question/2841996.html

18th of Sept

Get myself a chance to meet with my dearie cousin Josh at his place where located in Kepong last friday.

The actual purpose of visiting Josh is,Mr.B wanted to change his so-called lame hairstyle.Why did we prefer going to a far place instead of cyberia? This is because the makeover will be F.O.C,plus Josh is a personal hairstylist whomwe trust him alot.

In the end, Mr.B very very satisfy with his new look.and we catched up a chance to capture some photo at Josh place.With his guidance,me and mr.B came out alot of funny posing.

Josh also showed me alot of photo when we were little child. Alot of sentiment memory kept rolling in my mind.At the same time we are growing up,our parents are getting old.and i really missed my grandmother which had ady left us for almsot 2 years.Thanks Josh for borrowing me some of the old time photo.Brought it back to hometown and my mum very happy and appreciate when seeing those photo.I realized, old time photo is invaluable. So,people,please do not throw off ur old time photo if u have^^gonna share my infant photo when i have a chance.Please share it with me too,frens.=)

Before visited him,we dropped by Sunway Pyramid to do a short shopping.However,i spent alot that i ever reached before.GG.pemborosnya~50% guilty ,50% regret,200% excitement.Luckily,my mum and granny feel happy and satisfy with my present.

Here we go with the Friday photos.

Natural one,i like the most.

wew,we are young!!

YOng sui sui=)

I think its nice too.Josh is angle pro.

Mr.B said he likes his posing.Ain't you like it too??

J is just look photogenic in every photo.

bubble bubble belle

bubble take 2

normal one

p/s: last friday was a good night for me and my nv ren,even it was not at poppy.hahaha....