It was a being-alone but not lonely Saturday, as my Mr.B back to his hometown in the weekends. Somehow i felt boring. It reminisced me the old days when i just moved to Cyberjaya. The days was not easy but always remind me when u feel life sucks, its just meaning that u need to transform the way you think until u feel like u r accepted by the thing you care. Time will tell. Get through it , just get through!

The Saturday ended up with my realization of " when i am all alone, i am just a nothing." So, once again I understand why would we need family, friends and life partner.Because of having them, we know that we are cared and loved. we are not nothing.Thank you Mr.B for the one-day-leaving-me.Now u know how important u could be for me.I hope its never too late to express this for u, my lover.

For everything I have, i feel thankful. That's the only way for a lousy person like me can do to feel how wonderful a gifted life can be. However, my wish is still a all-time thankful heart. Lastly,I hope everyone a good life too, until you beg GOD stop giving you anymore.aal-izz-well.for u and me=)

my macho B.顶天立地好男人。谢谢你的不离不弃。不要再怪什么“上辈子不懂修了什么福才会认识到我这个大只女”，好好爱我吧！这辈子就委屈你了。감사합니다,오바.

祝福你最好最好的！愿你一生快乐，安稳与健康。虽然很老土，但是好的你最好收哦。不然，恶魔出现你遭殃。哈哈。

With a heart filled with love,
Bella

岁月让友情，变得更珍贵更美丽

岁月虽然带走了青春，但也给很多东西增添价值与意义。
岁月给爸爸添了白发，但也给了他为孩子付出的努力更深厚的意义。
岁月给妈妈添了皱纹，但也给了她为孩子付出的爱心更无价的珍贵。
岁月与操劳给我们的手一天一天地变粗厚，但也给我们付出的努力更大的肯定与回报。
岁月很可怕，岁月把女人变老，但同时，我们从岁月中蜕变，给自己找到生命真谛。
愿岁月让友情，变得更珍贵更美丽。变老也值得=）

p/s:虽然男人再怎么也爱青春，这是定理我不能改变，所以看着办吧，同胞们。XD

我的心很奇怪,身体活再当下,但时常会想念某些人某些事.
在这冷冰冰的夜晚,我特别特别想念家人,尤其是妈妈.
今天与她通电,听她描述家里的一些琐事时,有听得出一些心事.
当时睡意正浓的我,没有与妈妈更多交谈,现在觉得很惭愧.
有很多种母女之间的爱与相处方式,而我希望自己到了这年纪,能够成为我妈妈信赖与倾诉的对象,而我妈妈正需要的就是这种.
记得一次我与她俩人出游,当天妈妈在车上与我聊了很多.
其中最令我记得的事,妈妈有点小投诉姐姐回国那么久,都没真正坐下来与她聊天过.
这很深刻,因为提醒我,妈她最需要的,是女儿细腻的关心与体谅,而是丈夫与儿子较难给到的.
很爱很爱她,但却未足够表现过.
所有好的道理与体会,总要被提醒着.
不然,时间会让人遗忘这些.
今晚真得很想念妈妈~

希望能与我的女朋友们分享这,
贝拉.

It was a very first ever Friday to have dating with SuetSuet and the low-profile-pretend-to-be.XD
 A nice chilling-out session started with the dinner at Sushi Zanmai, movie and yamcha.
There are alot of fashionable citizens everywhere and filled our eyes with colourful and branded fashion items, which is the favourite topic between me and the low profile one.
Too wasted to forget our mission of visiting LV branch today, to examine how far our courage can go. We went for the movie titled as " Bruce Lee,My Brother".
It is a nice movie that full of humourous and funny scenes, as I didn't expect anything since earlier.
The leading character is so handsome,too irresistible!
A thankful day=)

life is about making choice.

课后一个人回家的路上，熟悉的风景让人不禁感叹四年就这么快要过去了。

当初的一个任性选择，带给我现在的一切，这一切曾经是烂透的一切，充满抱怨充满悔恨。

最重要的学生责任做得不好，足于为原以为光明的前程画下句号。

有霎那的一刻，假设了很多如果，如果当初我不是那么的天真那么的向往不知所谓的自由，我应

该不用花了那么多钱换取一个前途茫茫。

life is about making choice.

就是要一种精神叫做不认输，不要向糟糕的情况认输。

我感谢自己有朋友的辅助，这不懂是不是老天偷偷赐我灵感与智慧再加贵人，把当初烂透的一切转化成美好。

观念真得很重要。

一念天堂，一念地狱。

要努力，要不断寻求智慧，好让自己的选择不成为遗憾！

亲爱的你,都赞同吗?

Missy 00.

每一刻每一秒都要不停地学习，就算是休闲的星期天，就算是无所事事的一天。
做过的事，说过的话，都要反省，思考到底自己对了吗。
最难听的话，总是出自于最亲的人。我常常做这种事。
三番思考后，给自己对的理由是，因为真得很在乎很着紧对方，才会被情绪牵动，说出别人最不像听到的难听事实，希望对方可以想得长远一些。

但是。。。。
有时候，人生实在太辛苦，何必要太过于清醒太过于计较呢？每个人都有无奈，无奈地忍受，无奈地选择，无奈地把问题视而不见。而拙拙相逼地要别人清醒，未免太残忍太不解人情了。在反省下自己，身边的人何尝不是对自己很体谅吗？因为别人重来不给我听难听的话，总是用更好的方式鼓励我。而我却没有这份宽容这份智慧。我真得很错，想法很极端，以为自己设身为他人想过了就能够对亲人说出别人都不敢讲出来的事实。

话语要被点缀，无论是对家人或情人或朋友，别人才听得进。我真的要努力学习这说话的艺术了，因为我不想变成连我自己都讨厌自己的人。与大家共勉之~

p/s:残酷的，不顺耳的事实，如果最亲的人不能说出口，那等到别人告诉自己时，会不会有点迟了呢？就算是家人也好，给予的是扶持与祝福，至于是要点醒对方，那就见仁见智了。

过去，我总认为，身边有家人有朋友，就算是没什么成功也很足够。但随着日子过去，我也慢慢明白，自己的人生还是要自己承担。到了某些阶段，大家都会有自己新的家庭，原来的家已变成不一样了。而原来以为的幸福已不再~~

所有东西都是一场空，真得没必要把自己的幸福看得那么大。

3 idiots

Have been spending the Saturday for watching an Indian movie named "3 idiots"  twice. It is a movie worth to take my whole day time. I could say there are many inspiring, encouraging, touching and laughing scenes in this movie. It is believed that majority of student would think this movie has told the story of us, especially engineering student. Anyway, the thought of changing the perspective of a society and education system isn't  easy at all. I would still going on my way as others, and only hoping for luck to bring me better life. haha yeah thats me,a very low effectiveness and productiveness person has no way to hope for success. Isn't it? By the way, if u want to success one day, never do thing by just following others. having your own perspective and vision will make you a great thing in future.and of course effort will alwayts the useful partLet's cross the fingers and hope we always blessed by inspirations.

真，善，美 ，这种完美的女人哪里找？有的，照照镜子 ，反省自己，然后想想能够怎么做到。那你就是那个美丽的女人了。去吧，努力吧。我们虽然都是凡人，虽然改变一切骨子里还是当初的我们，但至少你没有站在原地踏着原来的步伐，改变了也不忘记骨子里的那个你就好。加油！

亲爱的朋友，我最近过得很好，肥肥白白，好吃好住，努力读书，增加智慧。最值得感恩的事，身边都纷纷出现贵人。
但是，我也有想念 风风雨雨的过去，有我潇洒荒唐又疯狂的痕迹，还有扶持我爬起来的朋友们。也许更准确的事，我想念的是那些贵人们。生活回到正常轨道，然而我们各自都为自己生活忙碌努力。再一次证明，长大的代价就是与朋友们的相处时间越来越少。但是也随着变得更珍贵！

此时此刻的心境：以平静的心态活在当下 ，把热情燃烧的思念藏在心中。努力地赚取快乐的回忆，好让以后的路走得更稳更长。all the best,people=)

With lotsa 思念,
Missy00

New trimester has officially arrived.Oh come on, its all about stress and Im still dreaming the days in HK.two trimesters left to stay in MMU.Feel like myself has been missed out alot of precious chance to make good memories with friends in MMU.too bad that FYP is cruel enough to kill our sweet time in university and I really miss those sweet time especially in week1 of every trimester. missing my friends so much.I hope can hanging out with them, having high-tea time, lepak in Cyberia park and chit chatting nonstoply.However, as i said,I still have few trimesters to go in MMU.Must appreciate these days and make more good times with friends.Love life.

人生有共同进退的战友，真是种福气！！！！