Friday, July 30, 2010

爱情的新鲜感,永远都不够。当了爱情寄生虫那么久,不见得自己有资格拥有下一段美好的恋爱。人生啊, 可以简单,可以复杂。我想我就是笨的那位,永远为自己选择了后者。

唉,有时候觉得自己真可悲,人生空虚到要用各种物质来满足自己,凭什么学人家当个穷而高尚的人?

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

有的时候,当你把自己封闭在房间里,独自哭泣,独自伤心,而外面的世界依然灿烂地热闹着,是不是该把眼泪插干,把伤心的歌换上,把愁感抛在脑后,走出那个角落去找回开心。因为life is too short to sad of.[给充满负能量的你和我]
放工回家的路上,看着熟悉的一片树林,听着电台播放的no promises, 我的眼泪不知觉地流下。
这一次,一定是负面能量战胜了。是时候努力储存正面能量了。加油吧!

Friday, July 16, 2010

Quote of the day

Quote of the day : Live like there is no tomorrow.

We knew this quote since long ago.
We understand the meaning, the powerful modification behind this quote.
But Im gonna set it as my quote, to remind myself not to be defeated by negative power.

If there is no tomorrow, I would express my love to everyone I care and I love.
I would give a tight hug to Mr.B,because I have nothing else to give him.
I would use everything to make my parents and granny feel happy.
I would do alot of thing instead of staying home and sleep my weekends away.

A nice song to share here.

Live Like We're Dying from Kris Allen.




Lyrics:

Sometimes we fall down, can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's too late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done?

Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye?
Should be so careful who we let fall out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There'll be no one on the line

Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh - like we're dying [x2]

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

You never know a good thing 'til it's gone
You never see a crash 'til its head on
Why'd we think we're right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing 'til it's gone

Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh, like we're dying [x2]

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

一个快乐的旅程。

这一次的乐浪之旅,点燃我对旅行的热忱。也许是真的太久没旅行了,我真的真得很兴奋。虽然回到工作岗位已有一星期,但是我的心依然为整个旅程感到雀跃万分。乐浪岛有多美,海水有多清澈,天空有多蔚蓝,沙滩有多干净,一切都不必我多加陈述。不过真的很感恩,再次投向大自然的怀抱。


4 in the morning @ Kuala Terengganu Bus Station. Redang, we are coming. So freaking excited!!!


Me Me Me,so excited and happy at that time, from head to toes, from every inner cell to outer cell.


                                              everyone hates me posing this,lol.    
    
         
读书时期暗恋五年的对象,现在是我滴brother=)
哈哈,如果回到十年前的我,看到这张合照应该会兴奋到爆吧。嘻嘻。。。
Oh I miss old school times.


 
我们入住的豪华度假村,彩虹@乐浪。


 
 感谢photograher.很难得有个自然但挺可看的照片。原来在别人眼中我也有这样的一幕。=)


SNorkelling time!!!


 
Hot guys @.@


我与美丽又讨人欢心的云朵。

I think both of us look quite hot.hehe.


Every photographer is great because they always capture down the most natural and happy moment. This photo is great to be one of my memory.love it<3


a moment worth me to remember for whole life.=)


 
Like Like Like!!!误以为自己是美女,lol.


was trying to capture a photo like falling in love with the lens.kinda like it but hope no one would be terrified by this closed up shot.=)


not forget to have one Hercules-themed shot.XD

在爱情世界里,当我选择撕破你的真心,离开你去追逐我要的快乐的当儿,其实快乐的代价是痛苦。

喜欢拍摄自己的脚与天空,因为想要用这双渺小的脚踏遍地球表面。


super likey this natural one!!!


the background is so wonderful, jz like a fake one.



我的影子。沙滩。蓝天。freedom。

大合照.希望再有机会一起去过自力更生的日子。


on the way back@flying boat. 

人与人之间的缘分真奇妙。不是什么豪华的旅程,但是却把我的心填得满满的,快乐也飞得漫天都是。感谢我亲爱的朋友们,为我回忆录画上美丽的一页。

with loves,
Bella

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Hi Friends!!!

It's been a long time didnt blogging, AGAIN. one of my fren asked me to update the blog as she is so nice and patient to support this little space that belongs to me.=) However, "I'm so speechless recently,so i really dont have anything to update here." was the reason i have given to her.

Hereby, im gonna talk to myself and find out why am I so speechless!!! First of all, failures are the biggest obstacle that blocking my mind from thinking and saying nice thing, or even voicing out my mind properly. Yeah, the failures are all over my head. I don't feel neither sad nor dissapointed on myself. What a pathetic loser. I just felt like saying too much or comforting myself is just way too much to push me deeper into failure but nvr improving and getting rid of bad habits. One thing is true, which is:I deserved all of these.

and Yeah, the paragraph above is just explaining why do I feel so speechless.

EMO post is so hatred by people , I know it. and bear with it, i hope to flourish you with some photo of me and make ur reading worthy.XD, I aint hot, I aint special, but i know you didnt seen me for quite sometimes ady.

Internship realized me that I could make money by my own. I really feel great after a long time didnt earn money using my effort. Some said internship is good, somesaid internship is meaningless. As for me, internship is awfully great because I made new friends here. and one more reason, my manager is super duper handsome, knowlegable. The luckiest thing is , I have been blessed to meet a manager who has great patience and passion to guide us. Seriously, he is awesome. All great thing of Mr. Shahbaz has been trade off with my copy-and-paste-and-nth-to-learn jobscope. BTW, one little benefit I have grabbed from life as a trainee is I've got the chance and environment to speak in english.However, don;t ever expect myself to speak fluently after 3 months. This is because Im speaking broken english here.The saddest thing is Im facing listening problem. Colleagues need to repeat 3 times in order to let me  get it into my ear. How on earth my talent on linguistic can be such poor. so U would be  able to imagine how much fun i have made in office with listening poorness.
Sharing some photos i have taken secretly, because I am not sure whether it is allowed.

The view from my manager's room. dont be cheated by the screens. It is not cool at all when the operations in GRC still yet to be started. BTW, i get the benefits of gaining my geographical knowlegge from the MAP.


The place where i stay up to 8 hours every weekday and where I learn good skills of copy paste.XD. 2 big monitors are my favourite. Screen 1 is serious matter, screen 2 is all about entertainment and leisure space such as fb and youtube. soon to enter LYN, blogs and etc.*evil smile*



Me and GRC colleagues. The main thing is to introduce my awesome manager which standing at the most left side. He is so-cup-of-my-tea but he is married.hiak hiak hiak. and the good friend I have made is the indian lady with purple polo-T. but she left to Dell on coming Monday.


DANG DANG DANG!!here's my face is attached to end this lengthy post.


                   3rd of July (Saturday) in Sunway. Bought the hairband from Bonita just because I thought i can be stylish with this on. We'll see!!! and noticed the second pic, It's a huge bear as me right behind my big body. The bear is made from artificial leaves.

with love and passion,
Isabelle.