转眼间，九月来临了，实习的日子将要结束。时间啊，真有种！每分每秒都在证明自己越来越少，丝毫也怠慢地把时间带走。还有四个月，我们又将要迎接新的一年。所以啊，我们都要加把劲去完成今年定下的目标。
我的习惯就是，久久才update一次。随性地谈谈在过去那段日子，我生活里有了什么插曲。
internship的日子，我比较常阅读世事报道了。然后看了韩剧IRIS,就启发我对国际政治的兴趣。当自己开始留意新闻时，又更了解自己多么的井底之蛙。记得有那么一天，一位中东的同事与我聊起报章上关于阿富汗的一起爆炸时间，然后就提及了中东一些国家的政治问题。谈话期间，同事对我的一窍不通难以置信。当下可真尴尬极了。哎人啊，真是要善用老天赐我们的脑袋。
再谈一下最近常留意的微博，像是中文版的twitter.喜欢微博的原因是可以关注中港台明星们的日常生活及荧幕下的生活姿态.就如我们所想的，明星们的自拍照很美，生活也有水准，有时候一看就会看上几小时。沉迷！有一样东西是很值得提起的，明星们私底下都是好朋友，而且也想我们有一群好姐妹，好soulmate一样，他们也有！他们爱彼此，爱八卦，爱聚会。他们也有正义感，而是比我们普通人多。最重要的是，很多的他们都拥有很多的正面思想，不断地传达正面信息鼓励别人。唉，看起来，他们就是过着完美的生活嘛。结论是，我爱他们那份强大的正面力量。我想这就是相信世界是美好的人，才会有的那份。所以我也要努力当个快乐的人。
p/s:第一次用手机blogging,真爽！科技的发达，真的很惊叹！如果地球还有五十年，那我真想象不了到时的科技会是怎样的先进了啊！
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
爱情的新鲜感，永远都不够。当了爱情寄生虫那么久，不见得自己有资格拥有下一段美好的恋爱。人生啊， 可以简单，可以复杂。我想我就是笨的那位，永远为自己选择了后者。
唉，有时候觉得自己真可悲，人生空虚到要用各种物质来满足自己，凭什么学人家当个穷而高尚的人？
唉，有时候觉得自己真可悲，人生空虚到要用各种物质来满足自己，凭什么学人家当个穷而高尚的人？
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
有的时候，当你把自己封闭在房间里，独自哭泣，独自伤心，而外面的世界依然灿烂地热闹着，是不是该把眼泪插干，把伤心的歌换上，把愁感抛在脑后，走出那个角落去找回开心。因为life is too short to sad of.[给充满负能量的你和我]
Friday, July 16, 2010
Quote of the day
Quote of the day : Live like there is no tomorrow.
We knew this quote since long ago.
We understand the meaning, the powerful modification behind this quote.
But Im gonna set it as my quote, to remind myself not to be defeated by negative power.
If there is no tomorrow, I would express my love to everyone I care and I love.
I would give a tight hug to Mr.B,because I have nothing else to give him.
I would use everything to make my parents and granny feel happy.
I would do alot of thing instead of staying home and sleep my weekends away.
A nice song to share here.
Lyrics:
Sometimes we fall down, can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's too late, it's not too late
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done?
Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye?
Should be so careful who we let fall out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There'll be no one on the line
Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
Like we're dying oh - like we're dying [x2]
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
You never know a good thing 'til it's gone
You never see a crash 'til its head on
Why'd we think we're right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing 'til it's gone
Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
Like we're dying oh, like we're dying [x2]
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
We knew this quote since long ago.
We understand the meaning, the powerful modification behind this quote.
But Im gonna set it as my quote, to remind myself not to be defeated by negative power.
If there is no tomorrow, I would express my love to everyone I care and I love.
I would give a tight hug to Mr.B,because I have nothing else to give him.
I would use everything to make my parents and granny feel happy.
I would do alot of thing instead of staying home and sleep my weekends away.
A nice song to share here.
Live Like We're Dying from Kris Allen.
Lyrics:
Sometimes we fall down, can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's too late, it's not too late
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done?
Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye?
Should be so careful who we let fall out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There'll be no one on the line
Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
Like we're dying oh - like we're dying [x2]
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
You never know a good thing 'til it's gone
You never see a crash 'til its head on
Why'd we think we're right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing 'til it's gone
Yeah we gotta start
Lookin' at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
Like we're dying oh, like we're dying [x2]
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
一个快乐的旅程。
这一次的乐浪之旅，点燃我对旅行的热忱。也许是真的太久没旅行了，我真的真得很兴奋。虽然回到工作岗位已有一星期，但是我的心依然为整个旅程感到雀跃万分。乐浪岛有多美，海水有多清澈，天空有多蔚蓝，沙滩有多干净，一切都不必我多加陈述。不过真的很感恩，再次投向大自然的怀抱。
everyone hates me posing this,lol.
Hot guys @.@
4 in the morning @ Kuala Terengganu Bus Station. Redang, we are coming. So freaking excited!!!
Me Me Me,so excited and happy at that time, from head to toes, from every inner cell to outer cell.
读书时期暗恋五年的对象，现在是我滴brother=)
哈哈，如果回到十年前的我，看到这张合照应该会兴奋到爆吧。嘻嘻。。。
Oh I miss old school times.
我们入住的豪华度假村，彩虹@乐浪。
感谢photograher.很难得有个自然但挺可看的照片。原来在别人眼中我也有这样的一幕。＝）
SNorkelling time!!!
Hot guys @.@
我与美丽又讨人欢心的云朵。
I think both of us look quite hot.hehe.
Every photographer is great because they always capture down the most natural and happy moment. This photo is great to be one of my memory.love it<3
a moment worth me to remember for whole life.=)
Like Like Like!!!误以为自己是美女，lol.
was trying to capture a photo like falling in love with the lens.kinda like it but hope no one would be terrified by this closed up shot.=)
not forget to have one Hercules-themed shot.XD
在爱情世界里，当我选择撕破你的真心，离开你去追逐我要的快乐的当儿，其实快乐的代价是痛苦。
喜欢拍摄自己的脚与天空，因为想要用这双渺小的脚踏遍地球表面。
super likey this natural one!!!
the background is so wonderful, jz like a fake one.
我的影子。沙滩。蓝天。freedom。
大合照.希望再有机会一起去过自力更生的日子。
on the way back@flying boat.
人与人之间的缘分真奇妙。不是什么豪华的旅程，但是却把我的心填得满满的，快乐也飞得漫天都是。感谢我亲爱的朋友们，为我回忆录画上美丽的一页。
with loves,
Bella
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Hi Friends!!!
It's been a long time didnt blogging, AGAIN. one of my fren asked me to update the blog as she is so nice and patient to support this little space that belongs to me.=) However, "I'm so speechless recently,so i really dont have anything to update here." was the reason i have given to her.
Hereby, im gonna talk to myself and find out why am I so speechless!!! First of all, failures are the biggest obstacle that blocking my mind from thinking and saying nice thing, or even voicing out my mind properly. Yeah, the failures are all over my head. I don't feel neither sad nor dissapointed on myself. What a pathetic loser. I just felt like saying too much or comforting myself is just way too much to push me deeper into failure but nvr improving and getting rid of bad habits. One thing is true, which is:I deserved all of these.
and Yeah, the paragraph above is just explaining why do I feel so speechless.
EMO post is so hatred by people , I know it. and bear with it, i hope to flourish you with some photo of me and make ur reading worthy.XD, I aint hot, I aint special, but i know you didnt seen me for quite sometimes ady.
Internship realized me that I could make money by my own. I really feel great after a long time didnt earn money using my effort. Some said internship is good, somesaid internship is meaningless. As for me, internship is awfully great because I made new friends here. and one more reason, my manager is super duper handsome, knowlegable. The luckiest thing is , I have been blessed to meet a manager who has great patience and passion to guide us. Seriously, he is awesome. All great thing of Mr. Shahbaz has been trade off with my copy-and-paste-and-nth-to-learn jobscope. BTW, one little benefit I have grabbed from life as a trainee is I've got the chance and environment to speak in english.However, don;t ever expect myself to speak fluently after 3 months. This is because Im speaking broken english here.The saddest thing is Im facing listening problem. Colleagues need to repeat 3 times in order to let me get it into my ear. How on earth my talent on linguistic can be such poor. so U would be able to imagine how much fun i have made in office with listening poorness.
Sharing some photos i have taken secretly, because I am not sure whether it is allowed.
The view from my manager's room. dont be cheated by the screens. It is not cool at all when the operations in GRC still yet to be started. BTW, i get the benefits of gaining my geographical knowlegge from the MAP.
The place where i stay up to 8 hours every weekday and where I learn good skills of copy paste.XD. 2 big monitors are my favourite. Screen 1 is serious matter, screen 2 is all about entertainment and leisure space such as fb and youtube. soon to enter LYN, blogs and etc.*evil smile*
Me and GRC colleagues. The main thing is to introduce my awesome manager which standing at the most left side. He is so-cup-of-my-tea but he is married.hiak hiak hiak. and the good friend I have made is the indian lady with purple polo-T. but she left to Dell on coming Monday.
DANG DANG DANG!!here's my face is attached to end this lengthy post.
3rd of July (Saturday) in Sunway. Bought the hairband from Bonita just because I thought i can be stylish with this on. We'll see!!! and noticed the second pic, It's a huge bear as me right behind my big body. The bear is made from artificial leaves.
with love and passion,
Isabelle.
Hereby, im gonna talk to myself and find out why am I so speechless!!! First of all, failures are the biggest obstacle that blocking my mind from thinking and saying nice thing, or even voicing out my mind properly. Yeah, the failures are all over my head. I don't feel neither sad nor dissapointed on myself. What a pathetic loser. I just felt like saying too much or comforting myself is just way too much to push me deeper into failure but nvr improving and getting rid of bad habits. One thing is true, which is:I deserved all of these.
and Yeah, the paragraph above is just explaining why do I feel so speechless.
EMO post is so hatred by people , I know it. and bear with it, i hope to flourish you with some photo of me and make ur reading worthy.XD, I aint hot, I aint special, but i know you didnt seen me for quite sometimes ady.
Internship realized me that I could make money by my own. I really feel great after a long time didnt earn money using my effort. Some said internship is good, somesaid internship is meaningless. As for me, internship is awfully great because I made new friends here. and one more reason, my manager is super duper handsome, knowlegable. The luckiest thing is , I have been blessed to meet a manager who has great patience and passion to guide us. Seriously, he is awesome. All great thing of Mr. Shahbaz has been trade off with my copy-and-paste-and-nth-to-learn jobscope. BTW, one little benefit I have grabbed from life as a trainee is I've got the chance and environment to speak in english.However, don;t ever expect myself to speak fluently after 3 months. This is because Im speaking broken english here.The saddest thing is Im facing listening problem. Colleagues need to repeat 3 times in order to let me get it into my ear. How on earth my talent on linguistic can be such poor. so U would be able to imagine how much fun i have made in office with listening poorness.
Sharing some photos i have taken secretly, because I am not sure whether it is allowed.
The view from my manager's room. dont be cheated by the screens. It is not cool at all when the operations in GRC still yet to be started. BTW, i get the benefits of gaining my geographical knowlegge from the MAP.
The place where i stay up to 8 hours every weekday and where I learn good skills of copy paste.XD. 2 big monitors are my favourite. Screen 1 is serious matter, screen 2 is all about entertainment and leisure space such as fb and youtube. soon to enter LYN, blogs and etc.*evil smile*
Me and GRC colleagues. The main thing is to introduce my awesome manager which standing at the most left side. He is so-cup-of-my-tea but he is married.hiak hiak hiak. and the good friend I have made is the indian lady with purple polo-T. but she left to Dell on coming Monday.
DANG DANG DANG!!here's my face is attached to end this lengthy post.
with love and passion,
Isabelle.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
来不及-罗忆诗
A very nice song that i keep playing it in office recently.
Ignoring the lyrics, the rythms reminds me that I actually love the feeling of fall in love.
恶魔的留言
当正面能量用尽时，剩下的是不快乐，不知足，疑惑，埋怨与泪水。对不起，此时此刻的自己真得很脆弱，赤裸裸地被恶魔占据了一切。
对不起，这一次，我控制不了负面情绪的冲击，彻彻底底输给了恶魔。
更多更多的对不起，因为有着那么一刻，我觉得自己活着是多余。
或许不出奇，下一刻，我会披着得比阳光还要灿烂 的笑容。我就是那么的不坚定。我不喜欢这样的我。
我以为，只要带着最乐观的态度活着，快乐就属于你。
可是原来，我善变程度很惊人。
原谅这样的我。我真得很努力当个快乐的人。
对不起，这一次，我控制不了负面情绪的冲击，彻彻底底输给了恶魔。
更多更多的对不起，因为有着那么一刻，我觉得自己活着是多余。
或许不出奇，下一刻，我会披着得比阳光还要灿烂 的笑容。我就是那么的不坚定。我不喜欢这样的我。
我以为，只要带着最乐观的态度活着，快乐就属于你。
可是原来，我善变程度很惊人。
原谅这样的我。我真得很努力当个快乐的人。
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
22nd birthday
Just turned 22's few minutes ago. Happy birthday to myself. So here is a great chance to tick my wishlist and grab all gifts home. Well, this year i wanted to be more greedy. Because human inheres geediness, aren't we? haha.
WISHLIST in 2010:
1. health
2. happiness
3. heart with thankful
4. career
5. friendship
6. relationship full of romance
for everyone I care.
Thank you for everyone wishing me.
with love,
ISABELLE
WISHLIST in 2010:
1. health
2. happiness
3. heart with thankful
4. career
5. friendship
6. relationship full of romance
for everyone I care.
Thank you for everyone wishing me.
with love,
ISABELLE
